So my little experiment, I decided to call it quits when I started crying because I couldn’t turn the fan off. That was totally the last straw for me. Sometimes things just aren’t right. And I guess sometimes you have to learn the hard way to figure that out.
Oh wow and I totally started this post a month ago when I first got off the pill, which may have been the best decision I have ever made in my life. It’s as if the sun came up, the world is a magic place and everything is wonderful. Ok, that could be an exaggeration but just feeling normal instead of permanently sad is almost like it is just amazing to not be depressed every day.
At any rate life is great. I should work out more. I kinda lost a lot of motivation to do anything. And yeah, that’s about it.
I have the same problem…maybe requiring the same solution. But all I do know for sure is that I really need to start working out more. SERIOUSLY.
Ha, I know the feeling, I wish I could discover where all that motivation to work out every day for an entire year went… However in all honesty, even though working out helps immensely, if you actually feel that miserable while you’re on the pill I’d definitely consider another alternative. A few friends of mine have used an IUD or have explored different pills, I am not that ambitious and just gave up (but it’s a little easier as a lesbian to just say, fuck it I’ll deal with the mood swings and cramps).